I did it

I’ve written 3 different entries before going “fuck it” and posting this one instead.

I don’t like it that I judge myself too much. I try to write something of value everyday, but my skeptic side comes out and brings his friend, the impostor syndrome.

So I’m writing this today, without meaning to add value. Or at least the value that I wanted to. I’m writing this today just as maintenance, as completion of the task at hand. Because the task at hand is to write something, anything. By doing that I can be sure that even if what I wrote today sucks, I still did it. I made the attempt, and I can allow myself to have the joy of accomplishment that will push me to keep going tomorrow.

I did it.